22 May 2011

What a lazy Sunday !!

Today was absolutely gorgeous outside, as was yesterday even though I didn't get to enjoy it then. I got to cut the back lawn, get some sun, and spend some time online with my favourite person ever. I played a lot of WoW with him, but I don't mind, I just enjoy spending any amount of time that I can with Daniel.

I have to admit, I have been getting into that extreme couponing show lately, and I kind of want to try it out sometime. Even though I'm not on my own, my sister is and I'm trying to help her with it. I think it's absolutely insane the way these people can spend so little on groceries, but I also find it pretty cool as well.

Also, some pretty AMAZING news for myself at least, is that Daniels mum okayed me staying with them and that I could come for a visit. So I now have a countdown of 93 days until I get to see him in person again. I am beyond excited if you couldn't tell. I can't wait to see him, and all my friends there again. I know it is going to be only 6 months from seeing him, but these months have been the most difficult. However, it's going to be almost a year since I've seen all my friends there and i miss them! I miss his family, and all the awesome people, the traveling, and the pubs. I can't wait to see everyone again, so I'm hoping this trip will be better than the last trip I made there.

:)

17 May 2011

Day 1 - pt 2

grrrr . . . . what an ass !!!!

Day 1 -

Morning everyone !!! Boy am I sleepy! Well, today is the first day of my blogging, and I am going to try to make it significant but I'm not promising anything. :) I guess I can write a little bit more about myself before getting too deep. I'm 23 years old, I'm a pharmacy technician and I enjoy spending time with my friends and family. I also have to be honest and find it a bit weird to be writing my thoughts and feelings online, but oh well. Always up for something new to try! 

I guess you could say that I'm trying to start anew. I want things to change, and the main thing I want to do is to be able to be with my boyfriend. I've been trying to spend any time that I can to find out a way to get to England, or a way to get him here. Why does everything have to be so expensive? Especially when you're in a long-distance relationship. I'm not complaining, I'd do anything for him, but it gets a little frustrating at times ! So from here on out I'm going to try my hardest to be out of the U.S. and with him by the end of the year. I think it is a good amount of time to figure out something, and to save some money as well. I miss him so much it hurts, so I'm crossing my fingers that this one thing works out for me. 

It scares me a little bit, you never know what the future holds, and he and I have had many ups and downs within our 9 year relationship. We don't know what's going to happen, but the only thing I can be is optimistic about the entire situation. I refuse to give up though, and I know this is going to be a long journey, but hey it can happen. 

Anyway, didn't mean to make this entire post about him but, I believe that this is the direction in which my life is headed at this moment. Hopefully writing every day will help me with overcoming everything :)