Day 1 -

Morning everyone !!! Boy am I sleepy! Well, today is the first day of my blogging, and I am going to try to make it significant but I'm not promising anything. :) I guess I can write a little bit more about myself before getting too deep. I'm 23 years old, I'm a pharmacy technician and I enjoy spending time with my friends and family. I also have to be honest and find it a bit weird to be writing my thoughts and feelings online, but oh well. Always up for something new to try! 

I guess you could say that I'm trying to start anew. I want things to change, and the main thing I want to do is to be able to be with my boyfriend. I've been trying to spend any time that I can to find out a way to get to England, or a way to get him here. Why does everything have to be so expensive? Especially when you're in a long-distance relationship. I'm not complaining, I'd do anything for him, but it gets a little frustrating at times ! So from here on out I'm going to try my hardest to be out of the U.S. and with him by the end of the year. I think it is a good amount of time to figure out something, and to save some money as well. I miss him so much it hurts, so I'm crossing my fingers that this one thing works out for me. 

It scares me a little bit, you never know what the future holds, and he and I have had many ups and downs within our 9 year relationship. We don't know what's going to happen, but the only thing I can be is optimistic about the entire situation. I refuse to give up though, and I know this is going to be a long journey, but hey it can happen. 

Anyway, didn't mean to make this entire post about him but, I believe that this is the direction in which my life is headed at this moment. Hopefully writing every day will help me with overcoming everything :)